Thoughts in motion!

This poem was partly written and then after a convo with jus.b.fli based on something she shared with me, I was able to finish it...These are her feelings (some of them at least) as told by me.

Every time I see you, it’s like seeing you for the first time...I’m consumed with the same nervous, yet excited energy that makes me weak when your eyes meet mine. Your stare that burns deep into the very core of me…and leads to a hug filled with the warmth of the hottest summer’s day. And then the kiss…the kiss that drowns the desert inside my mouth…soft, delicate, and passionate. I temporarily take leave of my senses as I’m taken with the oral bliss I feel.

Each time I walk away, I know it’s only a matter of time before I return, for you are the compass that points me north, and all roads lead to you. The journey to you, is a labyrinth of gargantuan proportions that I will gladly exhaust myself with knowing that the sound of your voice will echo like wind in my ear and be my guide.

Each time I try to consider how you slayed and maimed my subconscious into being high on my loveability quotient, I realize it’s not yet time to understand, but to jump parachute free into the chaotic sensibility that your company brings. As yet to be explained, I rebuke the inner voices that doubt the realness and yield to the liberty you’ve taken in imbibing me.

Every time I wonder, I realize that I shouldn’t…I should jus.b!

(c) Blu Jewel 2006